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Archived August 14, 2005 - August 20, 2005
Saturday, August 20, 2005
posted by: Neo ©
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I believe that this photo was done in the late 1890's or early 1900's. It is actually a very nice and interesting artistic portrait. The lighting is well done; keeping part of the model's face in shadow adds depth and a little mystery to the photo. The background is also nicely done. The different textures, both dark and light, split the frame almost in two, making the model stand out from the background. It's a simple, but very nice effect and it keeps our eyes focused on the model. The composition of the picture is also nice. Though, at first glance, it looks like the model is just smack-dab in the center of the photo, she not. She actually comes up out of the lower left hand side of the frame and the curve of her body brings her head back toward the upper left side of the frame - giving the whole image a simple, yet dynamic flow. The model's pose is very innocent, but at the same time it is also very sensual. The slight tilt of her head, the shy, but curious, look in her eyes and the almost naughty touch of her breast all add to the seductiveness of this young model and makes for a very well done photo. Ok, let's get past the artistic qualities of this
pic. Look at the model. She's hot. She has great, firm & natural tits
- probably a full "B" or small "C" cup. She has a nice body - though
she might be slightly over-weight. But who cares. She's still a babe. Mmmm...
Antique erotica...
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Friday, August 19, 2005 Hmmm... Where to start? I'll start here... "CC" got home early from her job and I was still in the process of preparing our dinner. The spaghetti was almost done, the garlic bread was warming, the deserts (yes plural, I made two), were chilling & the table was set; cloth napkins, place mats, salad, candles & wine. I could tell she was quite impressed. While the noodles finished, I put on some nice "mood" music, we chatted, opened the wine and... Ok, let's " back-story" a bit... I don't drink. Let me rephrase that... I drink very seldom... maybe one or two drinks a year and then it's usually some type of sissy drink like Bailey's Irish Cream or when it's cold outside, it'll be hot chocolate & Schnapps. That's it! No, I'm not recovering or anything like that. I just choose not to. And FYI, I don't smoke or take drugs either. Adam Ant's song "Goody Two Shoes" comes to mind. Oh, and the last time I drank wine was probably 5 years ago. YIKES!!! So now you may be asking yourself, why the wine? Well... One. "CC" mentioned that she likes wine. Two. I figured that if I drank a little then I would loosen up and relax as little. Three. Maybe she would loosen up a little as well. Four. I haven't had wine in a long time, so why not? Enough "back-story"... The noodles were done, I prepared the final touches and we sat down to eat. "CC" noticed the small card that I left for her. On the card was a pink rose (friendship). She opened and read what I had written - Thanking her for sharing this dinner with me. Yeah, yeah, I know, how sappy is that? But I'm a romantic and it was a nice touch. There was a clink of the glasses, a "cheers" and my first sip of wine in years... Holy Moly! It was warm and before it got to my stomach I already felt a slight buzz. Deffo a lightweight. We sat, talked, ate and drank for the next two hours. "CC" loved every aspect of the dinner. Dang, she ate (and drank) way more than I did. While I nursed (and got buzzed off of) my one glass of wine, she finished off the bottle without a hint of being tipsy. Come to find out, she grew up on wine and is a sudo-wine connoisseur. So sad that a 95lb Asian Spinner can drink me under the table. LOL. Anyway, as we finished off the desserts we (she) really talked - mostly about her, her boyfriend, her life, etc.. Which was deffo ok with me. The more she talked, the more I really listened to her. And I do mean listened, not to just what the words were, but also the meaning behind them and how they applied to me. And I did learn two important things. One. I was more infatuated with her looks and the idea of being with her than I was with actually being with her. Two. For the past few days I thought that she was sending me "Mixed" signals, but now I realize that the signals were just mixed in my head (come on, give me a break - I'm a guy). Anyway, her signals were not mixed, they have been quite clear - She really is in love with her boyfreind (well, in as much love as you can be in at 22 years of age). With those two things in mind and the nice relaxing buzz I had, I totally sat back, laid off the flirting and just enjoyed the companionship. I dunno, maybe she did get a little buzzed. After dinner she wanted my opinion, showed me pictures of her b/f and sang me a song (one that she'd written for him as well). Ahhh, youth, wasted on the young. But it was a nice song. Kinda wish that it was for me though. While I cleaned up, she lay on the floor - digesting. Once I finished with the dishes, I sat next to her and gently massaged her stomach. Poor girl ate way too much, her stomach was so bloated. After a while, I took her hand, led her to my bedroom and told her to take her clothes off. Without question, she did, and then laid down on my bed. Where in the heck do you (the reader) think my mind was now? Is she that trusting of me? Am I such a nice guy that I pose no threat? Does she have absolutely no interest in me at all? Does she have an interest in me? Is she just a "PT" (prick tease)? Does she want me to make a move? Should I make a move? Are these mixed signals (again)? WTF? Arg! I remembered the two things I learned during dinner and proceeded to give her a nice, non sexual, full body massage. After the massage, I sat her up and so wanted to just take her in my arms, hold her, kiss her and make love to her. But of course, I didn't. So again, in my life, another girl that was just not meant to be. Oh woe is me. Big "sigh"... I just laid her back onto my pillows and laid down next to her with my arm across her waist. I immediately noticed that one of her legs was up over mine and her other leg was bent at an angle - in other words she was laying there with her legs spread open. ARG! What to do? As we talked I gently massaged her; running my hand up and down her legs and across her stomach. With each caress from one leg to the other my hand mysteriously moved closer and closer to her (or should I say my) point of attention? And yes, a few times I did brush across her mons pubis, but received absolutely no response from her. We (she) talked a little more and after a while it was time to retire to our own beds. Once she was in bed, I sat on the edge of it for a few more minutes of talk. She again thanked me for dinner and told me that she felt very lucky to have met me. I held, then kissed her hand and she seemed pleasantly surprised by this type of affection. So, being a stupid guy and not even thinking about my actions (or what her reactions would be), I leaned over to give her a kiss. She moved up to meet me, but then turned her face so I could kiss her cheek. I stopped about an inch from her face, looked into her beautiful eyes and, with my hand, I gently turned her lips toward mine and kissed her. She kissed back, but when we pulled apart, we just looked at each other like "What the hell was that?" And even as I write this I am not sure if it was a good "Mmmm, what the hell was that?" Or a bad "What the hell was that?" We said good our goodnights again and I retreated to my bedroom feeling like a total fool and knowing that it must be the latter (bad) "What the hell was that?" I could not sleep and just laid there most of the night thinking about what "CC" must be thinking. So as far as I am concerned, that's it! I'm done! Nail that Nonexistent Window of Opportunity Shut! Around the time I fell asleep, the alarm went off. I got up to make sure that "CC" was up and ready to leave for her shoot. I dreaded leaving my room to go wake her up. What would she say? How would she react to me this morning? And the fear of all fears... What if she left during the night, never to return? I took a breath, opened my bedroom door and went to wake her up. My heart sank, her bed was empty. As I stood there, staring, and not knowing what to think, I heard the toilet flush and a moment later "CC" came out of the bathroom and gave me a BIG good morning hug. WTF? I am so confused. I fixed her breakfast, she ate and then left for work. So that's where I'm at... ...and this is where I need to stop... I have another photo shoot that
I have to get ready for.
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Thursday, August 18, 2005 "CC" got home late from her photo shoot last night. I was finishing up my day while she took a shower, By the time she finished I was laying on the floor watching TV (TV really sucks right now. Arg!) She came and sat down next to me and... Ok, let's " back-story" a bit... I'm the type of person that really likes to touch and of course, be touched. No, I'm not talking sexually (though I deffo like that as well)... But, I am talking - just the touch of another human being... Whether it's just a friend, a lover, a hot little Asian babe that I just met ("CC") or whoever... I just like to touch, be close, caress, etc... It's very comforting... Ok, enough "back-story"... So, out of habit, I reached my arm toward "CC", she immediately scooted toward me until we were side by side. WOW. I was a little surprised how quickly she responded... So, while I lay there, watching TV and talking with her, I lightly caressed her back... She certainly didn't seem to mind and of course, neither did I (as my little "back-story" just mentioned - I like to touch)... She didn't touch back, but this was also the first time I touched her like this... So, as far as I'm concerned it was a major step.. Mmmm... Anyway, we lay talking and caressing until it was late and, as I thought, she was talked out... But I was mistaken... after we got ready for bed, I sat down on the edge of her bed (in the studio) and we talked a lot more... till after midnight... But this time our talk was a little different... she was asking me about me, my thoughts, my likes, my dislikes, etc... It was nice and it deffo made me feel that she was actually starting to take an interest in me - not just that nice photographer guy that is letting her crash at his place. As usual, she did talk a lot about her stupid b/f, but at the same time she told me that she thought I was "hella" kewl - LOL. Of course, I am infatuated with her, but as we talked (as she talked)... I was also starting to get past my infatuation and really think about her, me, and the entire situation; not only where she is in her life and how she got there, but also how I am now a part of that... There is definitely something a little odd about all of this... Probably right in front of my eyes, but I am refusing to let myself see it. Actually, let's be honest, I do see it... but I don't want too. After all, she is hot Asian babe - LOL We were both getting tired, we hugged and said our goodnights. Trying to push the window of opportunity open a little further, I told her that if she gets lonely or if she gets cold (I keep the place very cool), she could join me in my bed... Knowing that I was serious, she handled it well, was not put out by it nor was she offended... She said "ok"... Then, before I went to bed (alone), I asked if I could have the pleasure of her company for dinner tomorrow night (which would actually be tonight)? She said "yes". I said "thank you", told her that I would prepare her a tasty spaghetti dinner with garlic bread and wine... and then I went off to bed. When I opened my eyes this morning (insert Twilight Zone music), "CC" was sitting on the floor, next to my bed, waiting for me to wake up... My feeling of something being a little off was coming back in spades... Anyway, since I sleep nude - she had me at a disadvantage. She gave me a big "Good Morning" hug and again, we talked for a while before I finally had to get up and get my day started - not to mention get to the market and get all the ingredients I need for our dinner tonight. Hmmm... Am I out of my mind? Is she? Is the window opening or closing?
Do I really want it to open? Stay tuned...
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005 Oh well... "CC" got back late yesterday afternoon, we ate dinner, sat around and chatted and then got ready for our shoot together. The shoot went great. We started shooting around 8pm and didn't get done till 1am this morning... Actually we didn't even get all the shots that we wanted to do... I was a little too ambitious in planning the shoot... But we did get a lot of kewl stuff.. And "CC" was a dream to work with... She had absolutely no problems posing nude - no, we did not do any pink spreads... this was an artistic shoot... We did a lot of nice high contrast nudes where it was just her on a white backdrop... Clean skin, heavy eye makeup, full red lips, her long black hair and a white backdrop - Mmmm... Very beautiful pics - well at least the digital's came out great... I hope the film did as well - dropping it off at the lab today for processing... Last night we kinda worked backwards... we started off nude and then put clothes on - LOL... After the nudes, we did some funky - is "funky" still a word people use? I hate having to use "kewl" all the time... Anyway, we shot some kewl pics of her (again against the white background) wearing some black (funky) lingerie and some hot C.F.M (cum-fuck-me) thigh high boots... Whoa... very hot and sexy... And of course, the whole time I am thinking that this girl is perfect... Just the type I want to be my girlfriend, no even more than that - my wife... I am so serious... She is a perfect model, willing and not shy to try new things to get a great photo, a total Asian babe with long black hair, smart, has a great sense of humor, has goals, wants to be behind the camera just as much as wanting to be in front of it... And from what she was telling me about her relationship with her stupid b/f (stupid is my word... I don't know if he is or not), she is like the perfect girlfriend. Why? Well, aside from all the things that I already mentioned, she also does and loves to do all the little things that make a relationship great, plus she trusting, very loyal, kind, considerate, caring, adores touching, cuddling and loves sex - always trying new things to make it more fun and more interesting than it already is... How do I know this? Well she is also very honest and we talk a lot... Mmmm... dang, dang, dang... I sooo would love to be with this girl. But as I said, she has a boyfriend, she loves him and there is nothing I can (or will) do about it, except stand there and look through the window that didn't open Anyway, back to the shoot... After we did the lingerie, we shot "CC" in this sexy black-rubber fetish outfit - short dress, garters, leggings (stockings), gauntlets, and another nice pair of C.F.M's. It took quite a while, but it was deffo fun getting her into this outfit. The rubber is very tight, constricting and then has to be oiled down... and since I didn't have an assistant helping me last night - guess who got to oil her down? - Mmmm... "CC" really got into this look and was exuding sexuality with every snap of the shutter... Which of course made it so hard (pun intended) for me to remain a professional... But yes, I was the penultimate professional - except for the flirting - but that's a given. We finished up about 1am this morning, then sat around and talked till about 2, said our goodnights, gave each other a hug and went to our respective beds... "CC" had to get up at 5am for another shoot... I got up to make sure she got off ok and then went back to bed... But of course, I could not sleep well... "CC" is sooo on my mind... Big "sigh"... The good part is that she is staying the rest of the week with
me and we're going to do another shoot to get the rest of the shots that
we wanted to do... :o)
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Other than the "CC" biz, I did meet with two other models yesterday. One was certainly not the type of model that I would shoot for my artistic photography - White chick with a smokin' hot body, big fake boobs, sun damaged skin, 20 years old, but looks 30... It's so sad - "White Girls", they usually don't age as well as ethnic girls. Anyway, I was interviewing her for a project that I'm shooting for somebody else - which she was perfect for - I mean she's deffo not my type, but she still was a babe... So, needless to say, I hired her for the shoot - Which will hopefully be sometime next week. The second model I met with yesterday was not right for the project
I'm working on, but she was a total babe... Very tall and thin model
body, no boobs to speak of, short dark hair, nice complexion, 20 years
old (looked younger), short (but sassy) dark hair, a great smile and an
even better attitude... Like I said, she was not right for the project,
but I talked with her about my artistic work, which she loved, and we're
going to be doing an artistic shoot together sometime soon.
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I have to eat breakfast, take a shower, get to the lab, drop off some
film, go to the camera store, pick up camera batteries, then back to my
studio, tear down last night's set, and get ready for today's shoot - which
is, luckily, just a simple headshot shoot. But all of this I have to get
done in the next two hours - YIKES!!! I have to stop typing now and get
busy...
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Tuesday, August 16, 2005 Talk about Irony... Ok, well "irony" is not the word... I'm not sure what the word I'm looking for is... but it is something like "irony". In yesterday's post I wrote about "BB", my relationship with her and her telling me that she found somebody that she is attracted too... Well, yesterday afternoon I met somebody - Woo-Hoo :o) I'm not getting all excited, but I am a little excited. Ok... here's the "Reader's Digest" version... I had an interview with a model at 2pm. The model called at 1pm, saying that she could not make it. Typical model... But I will give her credit for at least calling - most don't even bother - but I digress... A few minutes after that call the phone rang again and it was "CC". "CC" is a model that had contacted me about a month ago - about doing some artistic shooting together. No, not adult - just artistic. She doesn't do adult work. Anyway, "CC" is a very hot & cute Asian babe. - Yes, yes, exactly the type that I love. She is 22 years old, smart, petite, 5'2", 100lbs, 32-23-32 (she's tiny), nice eyes, FULL lips and almost waist-length, silky, jet-black hair... Mmmm Anyway, when "CC" first called me (a month ago), she was out of town on a shoot - we talked, she was nice and that was about it. I figured (like most models) that I would probably never hear from her again. But, thank God, I was wrong. She was back in town and wanted to get together to meet me and talk about a shoot. So of course, since the other model "flaked", I told her that I had some time available and within an hour, "CC" was sitting in my office. We instantly hit it off and after a while, we finally got around to talking about doing a shoot together. She loves my work and is open to shooting anything that I want to shoot - Mmmm... I love a girl like that. So of course I wanted her to try on some fetish clothes, you know, so I can see what I want to shoot her in. She had no problem with that and immediately "dropped trou"... OMG... Can you say "Hot Body"? Ok, put on that professional face... this is work. Remember? She tried on about a dozen different outfits and the ideas were flowing through my brain. No, not just ideas about hot & wild sex with her, but also ideas about how I want to photograph her. Yikes!!! My juices (creative, come on get your mind out of the gutter) were flowing. After we finished playing "dress-up", we just sat around and talked and talked and talked... Trust me, this girl likes to talk. Anyway, come to find out... When she had gotten off of the plane and gone back to her old apartment, she found out that her roommate couldn't pay the rent while she was gone and had moved out. Nice roommate huh? So, needless to say, she has pretty much been living in her car for a couple of days and was desperately trying to find some "paying" jobs and a place to stay. Yup! You guessed it. I have a big heart and told her she could stay here (for a few days). Now, don't go calling me an "idiot" or a "sucker" or anything like that. I know that you (the reader) think that she is totally playing me... I can sooo see it... And if she is... well, I can play for a while... It'll at least be nice to have some female companionship around here for a while... BUT, don't worry, I know exactly what I'm doing. I think. Of course, she hadn't eaten in a day, so I took her out to eat, then we came back to my place, took a shower, jumped into bed and had hot & wild sex... Oops, wait... that's what happened in my fantasy... What really happened was that we went out to eat, came back to my place, and she took a shower, while I inflated an air mattress and got her bed ready in my studio. After her shower, we sat on the bed and talked for a couple of hours. ARG! ARG! ARG! She has a boyfriend! Of course she does! It's a long distance relationship, but they see each other every few weeks and are quite happy... But wait, there's still hope for me... While she was telling me all of this.. I'm thinking to myself... What kind of boyfriend would let his girlfriend live out of her car - even for a night or two? Come on. "CC" had no money, had no place to stay and had not even eaten in a day. That totally sucks. Whether he is broke and struggling or not, he could of at least sent her enough money to find a motel for a night or two. I just don't get it... The hope for me? Well, that relationship is NOT going to last. OMG... I am sooo bad... Truthful, yes. But bad nonetheless. So, after talking for a few hours and being the perfect gentleman that I am, I bid her a goodnight and retired to (my own) bed. She had an early "crew call" this morning, so I got up, made her breakfast and saw her out the door. I am so dang nice it sickening - LOL. When she gets back tonight, we're going to do an artistic photo shoot... I really am looking forward to it... Of course, she is going to be sleeping over again tonight and yes, I am going to be the perfect gentleman (that I always am), but at the same time, you know that I'm going to be laying on the flirt. Don't worry, I will deffo keep in mind and respect the fact that she does have a boyfriend. Arg! But as I have already said - "CC" is a total babe, and even though she does have a little too much drama in her life, I do like her (probably more than I want or should)... So, we shall see if that window truly indeed does open... Oops, gotta go... I have another model coming for an interview in 20
minutes...
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Monday, August 15, 2005 Today is the 3rd anniversary of my First Internet Date; the one where I met "BB". To this day "BB" and I are still really good friends. After we met, we dated, fell in love, became boyfriend & girlfriend and had a great and very deep, loving relationship. Not to mention, but I will anyway, we had a great sexual relationship as well. OMG, HOLY MOLY & WOW!!! "BB" is a hot little Asian "spinner" (just the type of girl I am so infatuated with) and the sex with her was not only wild, sweaty and orgasmic, but loving and meaningful as well. But sadly, after a while, "BB" had to follow her dream; she moved to New York to become a professional dancer. No, not a stripper, but a real dancer... you know - jazz, ballet, modern. For my ego, I like to say that I let move to New York, but to be honest (even to myself), she would have went with or without my blessings. And it's a good thing she did chase her dream; she has done quite well for herself. Anyway, we tried the "long distance" relationship thingy for a while, but it just didn't work - especially when I'm an LA guy and need (& want) to be here and she's definitely an NY girl and needs (& wants) to be there. So, needless to say, we decided to break up as bf /gf and just be friends... Yeah, yeah... I know... You're probably thinking that that doesn't work either - "You can't be friends with your ex's". Wrong! I am great friends with most of my ex's. I always have thought that if I love this person enough to be bf / gf with them, then why shouldn't we be able to be friends just because our dating relationship didn't work out? I mean... as long as they are not psycho or anything, then there's no problem. And besides I usually don't become bf / gf with psychos... Ok, well there have been a few - but those are for later posts... As a matter of fact, most of my ex's are still a big part of my life and are even friends with each other. No, no jealousy, no insecurities, no childish crap like that... But I digress... "BB" and I broke up, but nothing really changed. We still talked on the phone almost everyday and every few months (holidays, special occasions or if we were just really horny) we would see each other. Of course, as time went by, we both started to get more involved in our own lives and in doing that we end up drifting further and further apart. Last time I saw her was this past Christmas when she flew out to spend the holiday with me. Yes, we had a great & loving time together, but the hot & wild sex wasn't so hot and wasn't so wild. It was kinda like we just moved past that and into just being buddies. We both felt the same way and it was okay. And as I have already mentioned, to this day we are still really good friends, except we only talk on the phone about twice a week now. Since "BB" and I broke up, of course, I've gone out on a couple of dates - but nothing serious. I mean... I'm sooo busy that I really haven't had (or haven't made) the time to date. ARG!!! I soooo need to make the time and get a girlfriend... Oops, did I type that out loud? Anyway, "BB" called last night, and toward the end of our conversation, she says "I need to tell you something." Now, when your girlfriend (or ex-girlfriend) says that, you know exactly what she is going to say; 1. She's pregnant.
"BB" and I have always had an honest relationship. She hasn't been having sex with anybody, so I knew that it wasn't #1 or #3, so that left only #2. And of course, #2 it was. "BB" said that she'd found somebody that she likes... On one hand my heart was crushed. I felt that I wasn't good enough for her to give up her career for. I felt rejected, dejected, unwanted, torn, sad, and I felt jealous... Blah, blah, blah... But on the other hand, I felt great, I was very happy for her and I told her so. She said that it was nothing serious, but that he was the first person (since me) that she felt attracted to and that they were just going to start off very slow. In all seriousness I am soooo very happy for her. She's a great person and we're great friends and we'll always be great friends - that part has not and will not change. But as you (the reader) are reading this, I'm sure that you're sensing a little something off in my writing, my feelings. Well if you are, then you're right. I am very happy for "BB" and I do hope that he's a good guy and that they have as good a relationship as we had. Of course I hope that for her. But I do feel a little depressed and a little jealous. Not jealous because she's moved on, found somebody, is happy and is going to have a great sex, but jealous because... I haven't done so... and I so need to. Ok... So what are my next steps? Stop working so much. Get out more.
Start dating & find a girlfriend. Dang, that's so simple. Why didn't
I think of that earlier?
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posted by: Swenson
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1. A man is lying in bed in hospital with an oxygen mask over his mouth while a young student nurse appears to sponge his hands and feet. "Nurse", he mumbles from behind the mask, "Are my testicles black"? embarrassed, the young student replies "I don't know I'm only here to wash your hands and feet". He struggles again to ask "nurse are my testicles black?" finally she pulls back the covers, raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles in her other hand and takes a closer look and says "there is nothing wrong with them", finally the mans pulls off his oxygen mask and replies "that was very nice but, I asked ARE MY TEST RESULTS BACK? 2. A pirate walks into a bar and sits down. The bartender walks over to him and says "Hey, I couldn't help but notice when you walked in. Is that a steering wheel hung between your legs?" "Aye!" replied the pirate, "And it's drivin' me nuts!" 3.
A man and a woman were having drinks when they got into an argument about
who enjoyed sex more. The man said, "Men obviously enjoy sex more than
women. Why do you think we're so obsessed with getting laid?" "That doesn't
prove anything," the woman countered. "Think about this... When your ear
itches and you put your little finger in it and wiggle it around, then
pull it out, which feels better-your ear or your finger?"
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Sunday, August 14, 2005 Erika Kane & Kandi Kane are this week's Blogger Babes. See this week's Blogger Babes Pic! Erika Kane is a beautiful, 22 year old, 5’10, 125 lb, Black Babe. She
has nice caramel skin, straight, shoulder-length, black hair, pretty brown
eyes, nice full lips, a beautiful smile, a nice 34C-22-30 figure, and a
completely shaved pussy with beautiful dark brown lipps. She is one tall
glass of water and should deffo be doing mainstream modeling.
Kandi Kane is a sexy, 21 year old, 5’6, 115 lb, Black Girl. She has
wavy, just past the shoulder, black hair, pretty brown eyes, a sweet smile,
really, really, really nice & round 34C tits with nice chocolate drop
nipples, a shapely 34-22-36 figure, a great “cum-fuck-me-doggy-style” arch,
a great ass, and a completely shaved pussy with beautiful black lipps.
I met Erika and Kandi, when I was in Las Vegas for the Adult Webmaster's
Convention. Click
here to read the entire story.
If you want to see more of Erika Kane, Kandi Kane or Erika & Kandi
together, check out "Teen
Shower Cam" and "Porn
Jester's Black Girls".
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Always Looking for Girls, Girls, Girls to Photograph! I'm shooting a lot right now and I'm deffo looking for girls to photograph, so... If you're female, OVER 18 YEARS OF AGE, in the LA area, very cute and/or good looking and/or HOT, and are interested in posing nude for my websites, your own websites, for fun or just for some nice artistic photographs, please e-mail me with a description of yourself and a URL address where I can see a photo of you. If you're what I'm looking for, then you'll deffo hear back from me :o) Please DO NOT send photos or files attached to your e-mails.
They will be deleted!
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Looking for Adult Artists & Writers If you're an artist and/or writer and would like to have your work featured here on Sex Blogger or one of my other Adult Story or Cartoon Sites: "Sex-Fi. Erotic Sci-Fi & Horror Sex Stories," "Cuntoons," "Pregnant Comix," "Erotic Pregnant & Plumper Stories," "Sex Tales of the Old West," "Triple X Toons," "Kinky Komix," "Illustrated Erotica" or one of the new Erotic Story or Adult Cartoon sites that I'm building, then please feel free to e-mail me with a SHORT sample of your writing or a URL address where I can see your work. As far as subject matter goes, I'm really interested in erotic Sci-Fi, Horror, Gothic, War and Crime stories and/or artwork in the same genera's. I'm also interested in material that is unique unto itself. If you send me a short sample of your writing, please spell check and proof read it before submitting it. I know that I'm not the best with grammar, but if your sample is full of misspelled words and the grammar and punctuation are noticeably worse than mine, it won't even be considered. :o) Please, DO NOT send photos or files attached to your e-mails.
They will be deleted!
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Comments & Opinions I would love to hear from you. Please e-mail
me with your comments, opinions and/or any suggestions you may have regarding
Sex
Blogger.
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